I Need a Break. But I'd Rather Have a Breakthrough.

Honestly, March has not been an exceptional month.
Not bad. Not amazing. Mediocre.
But I've learned quite a bit.
I've had quite the attitude this March.
I've been apathetic & a bit of crankyness,
Which is counter productive from what I want to do.

There are definitely some positives for this month!
............
I am reading through Acts in the Bible.
It is absolutely stunning to me,
This savior I follow. :D :D :D
The thing that stuck out the most,
I actually read it today. It is Acts 26-40.

It's where Phillip comes across a man from Ethiopia in a chariot,
He had great power.
Phillip was told to go up to this man, by God.
He did so & the man was reading Isiah.
Phillip says to the man "Do you understand what you're reading?"
The Ethiopian repsonds "How can I, unless someone guides me?".
Then...
He asks Phillip to sit with him....
& Phillip does. Phillip answers his questions.
& teaches about Jesus.

Then they come across some water,
& the Ethiopian says to Phillip "See, here is water. What keeps me from being baptized?"
Then Phillip says to him "If you believe with all your heart, you may."
.........

To me that is amazing.
It makes me question myself.
Would I do that if God told me to?
I would like to think I would.
I pray I would.

It blew me away,
That the man, though he was in a high position in the world,
He was SO desperate for Jesus, He wanted to be baptized.
Not just baptized.
But in a random spot of water that he spotted on his chariot.

Amazing.

Oh man.

Also, on a much lighter.
I get to see the Rocket Summer on March 31st.
:D :D :D :D :D It is probably my favorite band.
& I'm sooo pumped. If you have never heard of it.
Check it out here.
You won't be sorry. :D

March might be over,
But I have a feeling April will be EPIC.
& it'll make up for March 10 times over.

Take a breath & chase what matters. ♥

Forgiveness.

The people in my life are so amazing.
There are so many people who knew me when I was at my darkest.
When I knew no hope. Most of my problems were falsified,
Yet they accept me & forgive me.
It blows my mind. I really didn't expect anyone to talk to me.
So thank all of you, who have granted forgiveness & otherwise.
You are showing me what God's character is like.

To be honest, I didn't know if I could find community here. (again.)
Which means I wasn't trusting God. (again.)
Life kind of felt like constant cloudy days.
Where the sun peaks through every so often,
But it is lacking the nourishment and encouragement.
Life was still brilliant & I learned ALOT.
Life is just a bit sunnier. It's amazing.
I can actually see myself living in Monticello for an extended period of time
That's right. I said it. Will it happen?
Most likely not.
Could I?
Absolutely.

Lets see what God has planned. shall we.
:D I'm sure it'll be epic.
You are loved. ♥